Wonder

I have a sudden urge to blog about everything ... i don't know what got into me ... but oh well. i thought some food pictures will be good first before i start reflecting ... *food is always the best* 

Everything with a few classmates the other day after a long day at sentosa and shopping at vivo
Have never been to holland village before (mountain tortoise i know ! hahaa)
Kinda like the atmosphere there at night, its pretty and looks as if we are not in Singapore. ( alright, maybe only to me) ANYWAY , the pork chop and nutella tart was awesome *thumbs up* i think i will go back for more soon ~ Its too good the nutella tart. (no joke)


2012........

so many things happened this year.. it feels as though i have just started jc life.
Its as if just yesterday was the day when i cried over my sucky o level results and insisted on coming to a jc thinking its cool and fun and somewhat the easiest way out to university ( never did i expected it to be so bloody hell tough)
but in fact, i have just finished the promotion exams.
I don't know why but for the papers i did.. .i can't judge if its tough or easy. Its like i just enter the hall do the paper and get out of it.

2012. i remember meeting him in 2010, so that makes it 2 years since the day we met.
I remember that i talked to you because i saw you smile.
And when we first started talking i was just a small girl who is so childish ( okay maybe up to now i am still as childish)
I remember how i stalked your blog, how we talked till mid nights during holidays. How you cheer me up on days when i feel utterly sad and all the adult talks you gave me teaching me how real life is.
I can't believe as we continue to talk... its been one year plus. till we met and went out for once
That once outing was stuck in  my head from starting till now...
every time i go back to the same old place, it reminds me of everything we did.
Little did i know, we started to drift very far.. .and whats worse is that ... .i went away from you .
If given a choice, i wouldn't have done the same thing. But you were right,.. conversations don't last. it usually ends within a few years or months..

But so glad you taught me so many things and we are still good.

 I think i cried the most this year. I cry over guys, i cried over friends, i cried over work, i cried over almost everything.
knowing you this year, i don't know to say its good or bad. I wish things didnt end up like that.
i wish we were still as loving as before. i wish you were totally my kind of guy.
i always wonder why did i like you .. i can't find a reason . I really can't .... .i am so sick of hello-bye relationships. i wonder why relationships these days are so complicated. I wonder why didn't i give up on this . i can't find the answer from start till now...

Do you get the sudden lonely feelings.. the point where you can't find someone proper to talk to .
someone who you will listen to .. i guess i have changed a lot since last year. From quiet to noisy and somehow these days i seem quiet again ..
i tend to stay away from social . ( i don;t know why someone slap me or something maybe?)

I don't know what to do .... ); lost ...

Back

Back to blogging with some pictures which i took at Australia ! 
Gosh , i miss the weather , i miss the good times there , the food (fish and chips) , the fun times i had in the hotel room with classmates and the time i went shopping . kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa so eggcited can not.. 
thinking about it now makes me feel like going back like now.... anyone wants to send me there? 

the 6/7 days there was awesome.. it wasn't snowing at Melbourne but the scenery and food was good
when i was there ... i missed Singapore food like mad .. but now that i am in Singapore. I miss the food there. The fish and chips was freaking nice and i didn't like fish and chips,.. but after i had it there.. i fell for it.
): mehhhhhs to Singapore's..  okay the grass on the other side is always greener.. The macdonalds are like damn damn damn good they had like bacon chicken burger the fries was nicer by a lot as well. And not forgetting they had this.. hungry jack fast food which serves burgers like burger king. swear that i was AHHHHHHHH when i ate it. the beef was freaking juicy .. .BLEAHS. *foodporn* 

this trip there was great like really great lah. plus being super .... "auntie" i bought a lot stuff.. but ... 70% was food. ya fat die me .. ^__^ did crazy shopping at queen victoria street which is a place like.. pasa malam. but their stuffs was quite cheap (for there) like finally i got a baseball jacket at 50SGD i think? . .. think only.. totally forget about the price. damn sad that i spent all the money in the first few days and when we went to the factory outlets at the last day ... i was ... broke... -__ - . crazy righhtttt. 

visited universities there. and ... totally fell in love with their buildings. so so so soooooooo nice like castle/palace (biasssss max) and their lecture theater was freaking cool. like those old kinds. totally different from SG's ... .(suppose to be a patriotic Singaporean since National Day was just a few days back.. but here i am going crazy over Aus) saw koala bears and they are................. FREAKING CUTE I WANT SQUEEZE THEM . and because it was raining when i went to the place with koalas and kangaroo and emu. in case you wonder no its not a zoo.. its like ... a .... nature reserve. the animals are wilddddddd ! damn cool unlike Singapore's where they are all caged up ... thought that i would miss the kangaroos.. but when the coach left the place. the kangaroos was standing at the top of the hill watching the bus go. and they are freaking fluffy... ! CUTE . >___< and for the first time i saw penguins going back to their burrows from the wild. .. THEY ARE LIKE FAMOUS PEOPLE WALKING HOME and people are like.. awww so cute and then the penguin is just walking beside you and not scared of you at all. damn cool 

i didn't upload a lot of photos because i am super lazy ... haha . pardon me . 

random max. 
i got the sunglasses at 10 and my little cousin told me she actually got hers at 2 only.. ! *stab hearts* why so cheap... ): . ALL DAISO .. 

being random again i snapped my hair. not a lot .. but still .... quite short? .
but still loving it .. something different from always ... 2.80 only can you believe . first time i went for such a cheap hair cut.. i didn't trust their skills. so i cut straight ...

THIS PEDRO WHITE SHOES ARE REALLY LOOKING GOOD ): 

i want.....................................................................................

“It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief . . . lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming.” 

“I love you, not just for now, but for always, and I dream of the day that you’ll take me in your arms again.

“I'm going to marry you one day, you know." "Is that a promise?" "If you want it to be.” 

“If you come back; I'll marry you. If you break your promise, you'll break my heart” 

the quotes .. made me go into deep thoughts.. everytime i read .. .. it really bring me to think harder . 
ah... theres school tomorrow ): 

A photo with Alicia ... who ... i have not seen her for ... three days ? or four? HAHA

anyways ..

its just two or three weeks of school and i am already like dead..

had to drop by cousin's house after school to revise what i studied and ask plenty of questions .

apparently i am like a lost squid swimming in the lecture hall ( in this case) .

life's so stress for i don't know why either . (okay i need to sort out emotions if not i will end up with depression ! )

anyway really feel bad for leaving friends out.. ): i lose count of how many times i said sorry !!

very outdated 14/2 valentine's teabreak with the girls !! with new friends we hardly eat together everyday . anyways hope they like the cute keychains !!!

again spent valentine with girlfriends. and it was the first time seeing a school celebrating valentine's day

amazed much. why didn't unity hae such thing? haha! and they actually set up stalls which sells helium balloons and roses ~

anyways happy much that i can say byebye to braces in 20 days' time!!! ^^

now that school starts, i miss my holidays~