20. to love or not to love , thats the problem

Gosh , i am spending a lot way before i even start to work . i wish i can get some job soon.. but perhaps i got to be patient and wait after i finish my o's'. anyways i heard that the pay for being a relief teacher is pretty attractive. well, no harm trying after i get my o level cert . :) . can't wait for it to be over .. even when it haven't started.

anyways. i realize that my results are dropping ... ): . and the teachers keep telling me the same thing " ann peng its okay , you are improving don't worry" aigo.. so worried about them when my teacher keep saying its ok. ): . both languages are killing me.
okay its really time to buck things up and settle them right .

just how many more months to o levels.. time seem to fly. anyways . (yeah) that new year is coming . another time for me to spam photos and have a four days break and steamboat with cliques :D

anyways finally managed to get a little break . :) . thanks god there ain't AEP today . and yeah i headed to town with cousin .
managed to get my lovely bag :) . so in love with it. was hesitating whether to buy or not today actually . haha. but anyway it turn out nicely. :) . and my lazy cousin walk for only 3 hours only he nag non stop. pestering me to go home. ): . but either way . i had fun today . and ): . for the first time in my life i failed my chinese test D: . by 2 marks. pathetic much.
really time to start preparing why did't it work when i always do my chinese assessment man :/ .
epic fail alrights. hah . okay .

Let me show you a picture from my birthday bash . HORRIBLY WET .
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i might consider cutting off my hair. :) . haha. look so shagged . .. :/ .
anyways i have been catching my princess and i think the evil lady is so evil ): . don't like her lo . 狗眼看人底
PLEASE CATCH PARADISE RANCH . OH MY GOD. partially is because that CHANGMIN IS SO HOT . :) . and i think lee yeon hee is so cute .. not those pretty type .. :) . but she looks so elegant. can't wait for episode 3 to be out. excited !!!!

okays shall end here . i will update more this week !

人的耐心是有限度的 . 我并不是玩偶，不要抛弃了以后回来。
你不是我所以你不了解我的感受请别说你了解

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THANK YOU EVERYONE

i can't remember how may times i ahve said thanks already .
but i heard birthday song for 4 times. . one from 29 babes , two from scouts , three from scouts and lastly from family. .
okay . i received quite a number of things and endless bashing from my scouts
i'll never forget that man .whole thing wet like some mad woman . and still walk home in a wet condition afterwards. haha . its insane. but fun :) . thanks lo.. but the cake really .. no fun . the oil make my face oily, but it taste good alrights .

firstly ,
thank you Alessia for coming down specially on my birthday and tell me happy birthday
i receive presents from her like everyday so its okay if i don't receive .
but her presence was the best thing :) . and don't be depressed. i am depressed as well
and thank you so much for hearing me nag shout scream go crazy laugh and cry . haha :) . love you many many dear

secondly,
Ms Alicia teow . my damn asshole friend who forgotten me thanks to her boyfriend. but she still gave me a lot of stuff today. and i one day not angry at her is totally impossible . so irritating one . but i still have to stand by her . :) . thanks

thirdly,
My 5 A . thanks so much for individual items , letters, messages , facebook , tweets and many more . hope our friendship will last . someone please plan something i am tired man . haha .

forth ,
my cheong qi yun chew si hui cheah min qi pooi pei ling .
the bunch of friend who pick me up when i am alone and make me laugh like crazy everyday without fail . the bunch of friends who will say crazy words everyday and the bunch of friends who will call me hippo . and that bunch of friends who will go picnic with me and shopping
:) . thank you so much for everyday and everything .

fifth ,
my 29 girls . everytime we will give each other presents and now this time my turn to receive haha . . thanks so much i was surprised and i love the box cause its red and yellow
like my braces . :) . POOH colour and i have a twin box of it but of different size , perhaps its the brother? HAHA . thank you so much .

sixth ,
my dear son kelvin chew. thank you so much . i miss h2h . and love loads :) . please know that i will be there whenever you need me , call or text i will be there ;)

seventh,
to all who said happy birthday to me and gave me so much stuffs :) .
musn't forget chia hsuan's chocolate , ms chen's chocolate , gavin's file , janice's awesome colourful ball, siewming's minho picture (so damn nice) . :)

okay pictures time . and last but not least my family and cousins who came down to say happy birthday :) . love you all many many :)



















my cute little cake haha . so difficult to cut it down cause its frozen !

and .. i screwed my test i think ): . oh mamamia. i can't wait for chinese new year

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I AM SO FREAKING EGGCITED ..

HAHA

firstly , i;m gonna get rid of this asshole sony ericsson phone called AINO

freak man. the problem with it is that it keep spoiling .. ): . and i keep sending it for repair

waste of money and waste of time ... so... yesterday dad asked me about phone .

Uh - huh . he was eyeing for blackberry torch precisely .. but its like pretty expensive so i changed to blackberry storm !!

pretty? . HAHA . i wonder how well is it but it seems fine and nice anyways . i think this is

nice ! HAHA . and i have been wanting to change to a touch screen phone \m/ touch screen

however i will only get it on tuesday ): . sad much .. i can't wait for it to arrive !!!!!! tuesday please arrive faster ~~~

secondly , tomorrow is 24thjan . Meadow paradise will start to air tomorrow .oh yeah much!

i can't wait to choikang changmin on big screen . (i hope it is a better storyline than yunho's show)

lastly, turning 16 on friday :D yeah awesomeeeee like finally.. . though i wish i will not old so fast..

this week is test week ): . i can't wait for chinese new year. eggcited and after that its valentines. time for present for my friends and special ones ;)

17

HEY-YO .

life have been hectic , busy and crazy . so many things happen in just days

and judging from my schedule book i doubt that i have much time to rest....

next week is a total hectic life ... i have plans everyday after school. can hardly breathe

and AEP itself is already killing so practically imagine having tuition , piano and dental check up next week after school + AEP man... seriously ...

anyways , i manage to catch a breathe on saturday ... :) .

headed to vivo city with Alessia . (anyways my mummy is a genius somehow? HAHA )

okay .. so i shop like nuts and now i am falling in love with vivo already ..

its so huge and loads of stuffs down there , haha . .. and i now i understand why sihui always go vivo . and i spent money like water and my dear friend was going nuts thanks to me. but anyways thank you for going out with me and spending your money :) haha .

chinese new year is so near to me already and i am hell loads happy :) .

well , i hate next week for the busy schedule . ): . and birthday falls on next friday ..

ah scouts meeting ..... ): .

i've been eating macdonalds to get this ! HAHA . childish ? . but its hell yeah cute don't you think so ? .

i love my mobile wallpaper. yoochun is so adorable , how can you not love him

and i am so looking forward to changmin's show 24 january faster come faster come .

so excited you mei you!!!!!! :D .

JYJWIN . stupid sment . most idiotic company i have ever seen .

JYJ DAEBAK :D . i believe they will win kays !!!! (anti JYJ please get lost)

Byeyeoms. update soon again

16.

sometimes i am just lost in this world ... i envy people with nice companions.

and i begin wondering ... what will happen in future? . will things get back to how they were

will my friends still last with me? . .... it takes only a day to know friends .. however it takes you an entire life to find out who is the true ones...

....... fate brings us together .. .however the tolerance of this is just like that? . i wish it was better . i hope it was better than this ...

this is a hell loads emotional post.

at least ... a bear ... will listen to my sorrows and always be by my side...

p/s: its time to get a diary..

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I pray for this love to be true
wherever in the world

miss you

i am hooked to my blog song ... perfect nice song by DBSK . (not just homin its 5 guys )

life gets busy day after day ,.. AEP has filled my days until 3.30pm every day and every week

its as though school has just begin and yet now we are having tests non stop..

and finally i have a day to breathe when i am back home ..

exhausted from all the lessons .

monday : school and o levels results , freaking excited although i am not the one taking .

and i was shocked that our school did well . and very well . WOW . so surprising man ..

piano lessons after that rush here and there , hardly have time to sleep .

tuesday : AEP torture starts with chinese. thanks CHEWSIHUI for the goodie bag :) . i love the pooh bear a load a load . :D . thank you very much ^^ almost fell asleep during tuition after AEP .

wednesday : rushed through AEP . but finally i had a good game during break after school . and i rushed home to get my sleep. was falling asleep while using the computer.. ): . ah upset much , i still have to copy chemistry .

): . what the hack.... ): . never mind on a brighter note.. at least i can memorize some stuffs while copying .. :/

i'm going to the zoo this saturday . i am so eggcited :D . half half .. .i wish my plan goes well , don't break my plan weather ): . please be bright and sunny and not raining okay....

okay i got a new haircut... look practically ... odd in this picture.. :/ .

i dislike busy schedule... ): . imagine AEP after school everyday .. isn't that insane much???

ok i will enjoy to the fullest this saturday :) .

we should remain like this .. .i don't want to break any friendship .

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my daebak yeobo ! ☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺♥kikwang earring

hopefully forever .. ☃ A's' ↓

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yes. thanks god its friday already . and here am i updating my space ..

so,... i start school on tuesday , with a upset mind . OF . AH SCHOOL . GO DIE

and it was a pretty miracle that i manage to pull through ..

and went swimming , hot steam room and camwhore with girlfriends.

skip boring wed

thursday went to poly open house @ ngee ann poly

saw so many things.. and poly lifestyle look so different from us

anyways thanks so much Alessia, for waiting for me to come to ngee ann

and after that we went to ajisen . :D . ajisen again HAHA . must remember to order 7.90 in future... :) . got our kikwang's earrring !!!!!!!!!!! ^_______^

and today is open house day CCA for the secondary ones.

boring much , for 4 years all cca do the same . although this year scouts made a huge improvement :) . (YEAH) congrats :) and thanks to nickson and jasper everything was possible

and the seniors who came down to help us :) . saw many cute pretty girls today

... and shark went up to 1st ! :) . i know it will drop very soon... haha ... :(

delayed meeting till almost 8 okay! What the hell ): . then so sorry to alessia ,, cause she thought i was rushing off... ): . and she missed her burger..

okay. this week onwards i'm gonna be having a hectic life ... hopefully i will be surviving well

FIGHTING ..

( you know i don't mean that i like them when i am just hanging words on my mouth right?)

:/ . later all my girlfriends say i flirt -.-''' ... hey i am just kidding... boredom ... :/

12.

BOOOM . it's only one day of holiday left before my ridiculous schooling starts again

and the worse thing is to think about the O levels , which is coming towards me soon within 11months? . and yes, chinese , is coming soon. isn't that fast? the last batch of o level pupils

just completed not long ago and now its my turn . WOAH .

thats the problem with singapore things are moving at such a fast pace.

even education . in the europes, i heard that their pace are much more slower than us

and singaporeans are like busy bees . not only that , dreams? will you even mention that you want to go after your dream? . your parents will probably throw you out of your house or lock you in the room shouting at you to wake up ! or to force you into something you don't like .

ya right . thats why singaporeans don't even think about your dream .

yes . i will never want to be born here if i have the choice to decide..

i rather it is in north carolina , which is often mentioned in story books .

the writers simply make it sound so awesome ... like some peaceful place. yeah perhaps .

okay back to life. so .... as i finished 'harvesting the heart' (mother and child )

i love it somehow? i hate the ending though ... ); . what a waste. yes , every girl wish for ?

A HAPPY ENDING . nope , that story isn't a happy ending . :)

i had i♥taimei the other day .. :) the milk tear is yummy . :) taste quite like koi ?

quite different , but i like how real tea smells like. then....

i baked muffins ? scorns today.. i think taste more like scorns with a harder outer covering

i don't know why its so hard? but i used a toaster to bake this . tadahhh . turned out pretty well

and yes edible, hard and i think quite dry ... i was bored . totally bored... and yes , i shopped specially for this . HAHAHA .

life is like agar agar .

it can be tasteless or tasty ; it can be good or bad

:) . life still goes on...

i shall blog with places i desire to go around the world the next post ok? :)

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