really hard to put things down.
everytime we say that its time to move on it doesn't seem to work at all
whats with the sticky feeling...
its one sided .

＂要做他的唯一而不是另一个选择＂


you know i always wonder do you ever miss those times.

"我爱丁立威，但不能同时爱着李大仁＂

我不可能爱你让我学了许多事。

really should not miss someone who have never missed you at all. a person who do not even think or care about you....


"do not get involved in a relationship i you are not even ready"



p/s: Merry Christmas ! ^____^

merry christmas eve

sudden thought of blogging ! am trying out blogger on my iphone ( being an ass here) haha . either way so glad that i changed my phone! and white is really a nice colour so loving in right now! worked on a christmas eve thankfully sales was average according to colleague and i just realised how "in" the women are these days. muh more updated than the men. they actually plays games like fruit ninja and angry bird. isnt that cool? haha ^^ okay side track abit *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUISTOMLINSON* my first bias in one direction!!! ^___________^ boo bear hahaha half an hour more to christmas ): lonely christmas again this year but well i chose it my way haha t another two weeks from now to the release of o level results am freaking excited but at the same time nervous. nervous that i will achieve what i want and at the same time nervous that i will fail my english ..... hopefully things will be fine santa thats on my christmas wishlist kays? ^^ alright gonna spend christmas with family . what about you?

Cloud nine

ONE DIRECTION ~

isn't he cute ~ his name is louis tomlinson !!!!!!!! and he is super cute !!! and a joker !~

ever since chewsihui introduced them to me. i am hooked onto them!!!!!!!!!! even on my way to work i also listen to them . MUHAHAHA .

another eye candy ! Liam Payne. so cute ~ love it that his hair is blonde.

IPHONE4S WHITE ! yes mine will be arriving on friday . as happy as a lark now man !

shall end this short post !~ hoooooooooray to being able to use instagram starting this friday ~!

2/9 chalet

Unexpected bond between 29. we were not that close in the past. and really seperated in cliques but woah turned out that we are so bonded within the whole level ~ nice chalet with them .

god . i am exhausted from the orchard shopping and looking at the guys outside A&F (anyoen knows if their items are nice?) looks kinda attractive...

okay shall let this be a picture post. off i go

*great that work starts again this saturday (poppers)

A picture from NPC !

"I was praying that you and me might end up together

Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert " - A drop in the ocean

love the lyrics of the song and also the rhythm. not much tuning i guess? . but i still love it.

addictive. and so is troublemaker by hyuna and hyunseung . its awesome ~

woohooo got the call that son received his present ? . HAHA . 15 already old boy ~ :)

went job hunting with alicia veronica. haha . since she love her new name?. hahaha .

we are so troublesome ... haha . everything don't want... end up i went to apply for fairprice. hope that they wants me? .

side track . shall upload pictures from granny's birthday . ^^

and maybe some chalet photos from 29? . haha . oh ya where's my 46 photos. *.*

the parrot can talk okay? . i mean seriously !!! HAHAA . it can say "ni hao" "hello" "ah boy"
(a post which i have forgotten to press the PUBLISH POST BUTTON!~ )

baby, can't you see the look in my eyes

infinite's christmas special. the song isn't bad . and best is L looks freaking HOT .
spazz over him like a mad fangirl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *.*

okay finally decided to blog. ... really miserable at home. bored to death ...
hoping to get the job tomorrow.. ): . i really can't stand sitting at home. although its comfortable sitting down and sleep .... but its really a bore. and no income.
and i realise my wages ain't a lot . after calculating i will only be left with a few hundred dollars.
so sad and miserable.. thus really need to work .. to get myself some money to spend.
but looking at my schedule its really tight and not much time to work -___ -
irritating why isn't holiday for students who plan to go for JC made longer ?????~~~~~~

okay really becoming an auntie like what the boy called me in the road show ...): .

rider's cafe with the Aces. awesome day out. but really got bored.
2A came over for overnight. girls' night at my house. watched friends with benefits.
and slow us.... realised how cute justin timberlake IS ~ Seriously !~
anyways i was cursed that day .... my friends so irritated by me for not doing my "homework" well... made them take taxi into rider's cafe... which is really far and kinda inaccessible without car !

but the scenery was nice... just that we did not have the money and time to sit and enjoy the food... and also because it wasn't halal ):
okay pictures from atiqah's camera ~ headed to bugis after rider's cafe ~
virgin trip at bugis street !

had a great day out with the girls. hoping the next one is swimming session !!!!!!! stupid my dressing was horrible that day out. ): . bleahs . anyways head over heels over my new year shoes @@ wedges and love it max !!!!!

okay cry cry by t-ara shall end my post. cry cry is nice.... ! and my 29 chalet was awesome ! BEST ^______^ gonna miss all of them ... ):

Dear me.
Feel so fail everytime i do something. its always guilt , guilt and guilt again.
every step i made i make a person unhappy every time i do something i make myself unhappy too. life is getting worse as i grow older. how i wish i can turn back to that 'kidish' me.
so i can avoid questions , the answer my mind and heart is about to tell me and also the life in this complicated world.

when i was a kid i used to think how great will it be to grow old, to be free and how life will be with a boyfriend. fairy tales ain't real. but who do not ever believed in it ? . even i do.
even my 6years old cousin does. you just have to accept the fact that life ain't as simple as you think . you just have to make the right decision. and maybe you really need to visit a psychologist and ask him/her : can you check my heart and mind? . why do you always like to rush into something. why do you always give hope and drop the person so suddenly. the commitment. the promises. the time . and the things i will lose . i am not ready and i am afraid i will never be ready . am i a devil or angel. i destroyed everything. i wish i will learn to think more the next time. everytime i try to open up you refuse. i wonder seriously what's wrong with you.

i know the feeling. that odd feeling that killed many of us. sometimes curiosity kills.
sometimes relationships between people should not be so complicated . sometimes being naive, idiot , stupid , retarded or innocent is much more better in life. if only i had my life planned out smoothly. maybe life would have been better if i did not meet you. i still feel guilty. great job girl you screwed yourself. no maybe not you. its just a pure me problem. why is this problem dawning on me? . just like any other girl. i just want the same. just a bit higher expectations than average.

maybe i really need to sit and talk .

what should i do?