Happy belated birthday changmin

"i know how hard it is to act like you are happy... but in fact it feel so terrible "

" I believed in eternity, I can’t easily forget about you who made up my life.
But as time flows, as if I’m reading an old diary, I’ll smile for a moment and pass it off…
Will I be able to live again reminiscing, thinking tha it was just a momentary fever. " - Shim changmin confession