rants

i have this friend X. whose boyfriend is Y . and my dear friend X went through tough and sweet times with me . all awhile we were on good terms until . she met Y and slowly i don't know what have happen to this trustable friendship . it became bitter and bitter. and only during cca i can talk . to her . and not just talk i can feel that wow the friend is back . and after time passes.

she ain't there for me anymore . even when i have something happen . all i can do is complain . swear . curse and complain non stop to other friends . all i can do is close one eye . and move on with life . until i really feel like exploding . i seriously curse like mad . let's get it clear. i am not jealous . i am just mad . how can he drag you here and there and you still can give in to him? .

how can i be not mad at you. when will you ever understand how i feel .dear X. how can i hate and love you like now?. when will you stop hurting me . whatever it is . I AM DAMN UPSET AND MAD @ YOU . I AM AFRAID I WILL JUST KILL MYSELF ONE DAY -.-'''. (rubbish? )

I AM PSYCO NOW . )': . how can Y do that do X . . GEEES .and you do this to me...it ain't something i knew that it will be coming . ):